♥KASON's girl =DD♥

2009-10-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

GUYS !
I"VE SHIFT TO http://th-bucketsofhurtears.blogspot.com/ (:
RELINK GUYS (((:

2009-10-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

haas !!~
today i wake up ...
saw hubby miss call me ! haas !
than i msg hym told hym i awake than he ask me can meet under my block mahhx ...
than after that he reach lerhhx we patched !!!~
muahahahahaha !!!~
damn happy ...
haas !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

sigh ...
today is our 4th month ...
but i think that he wont wanna patch back lerhhx bahhx ..
but i wont give up ...
really misses hym badly .. )':
goin one week never see hym lerhhx ...
he say be FRENS only ..
even in his own blog ..
sigh ..
he jus wanna concentrate on his family , frens , his work and sin tua ..
really dont know wad gonna do ..
dont know wad will happen tommorrow again ..
this few days damn suey larhhx !
fck up larhhx !~
every thing money money !!~
everything LOVE LOVE !!~
everything STUDY STUDY !!~
fck up larhhx !~
i hate bein in this world sia !!!~

happy 4th month ..
but i dont feel any happiness there ...
dont know wad happen tommorrow or future will be ...

IMISSHYM BADLY !!~
OMG !~
SUFFERIN MAN !!~

BORED !~~

2009-10-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

today went to school ...
than last two period is english ...
damn funny ..
me ,hydil , wei yang and rina was makin some stupid sound lol ...
than ms azleen ask us to own up ...
lol ..
than rina bastard !!~
she never own up lorhhx !!~
than after school went home ...
actually goin library with suqi and valencia ..
but suqi cant come out as her mum told her to stay at home ...
so valencia and me stay at home too ..
than i fall asleep ...-.-
than wake bathed , meet andy at fragrant study math and english and science ...
haas .
miracle sia ... haas ..
than pei donald go pass tings to gary ... than stay at his house ...
they watchin small kiddo dancin in youtube .. -.-
than me and donald went home .. (=

misses hym loads ... )=

2009-09-29T17:02:00.002+08:00

Sigh ... this song really very meaningful ..
i really misses hym lots .. DX

title : 我知道

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵

以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由

我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时

闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道

彼此心中其实

这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦

在脑海里头

我多希望你

还在我左右

答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流

2009-09-28T20:55:00.004+08:00

I'm really sorry ...

wish will be back but ...

i'm just dreamin ....

i hurt 'someone' and after that wan to get back to the 'someone' ...

i'm jus bloody dreamin only ...

no ones will get hurt and went back to the same person who hurts yoo ...

only stupid idiot ...

and that's me ...

and i won't be the bloody idiot again ...

i will not fall in others guy ...

but not hym ...

he treat me so good and wad he get from me is jus HURT ...

really really sorry ...

i cant say much tings ...

my head really goin crazy ...

now i feel lifeless ... after school go home nth to do ...

stay at home to rotten ...

i really wish it will like last tym .. but i'm jus fckin daydreamin ...

i think after i pass his jacket back ...

better dont contact bahhx ...

i dont wish to think too much ... i rather myself suffer than others ...

i really misses hym alot ...

LOVES ....

Takecares .

there's no more happiness in my life ...
i'm a lifeless girl ...

2009-09-27T19:59:00.001+08:00

KOKPIN ... really very sorry sia ...
i really feel damn guilty ...
yoo still dont behind i still got did wad ...
i really a bitch larhhx ..
worst then a bitch !!!~ REALLY SORRY !!!~
Wish yoo will forgive me if yoo know ...
if yoo really wish to know is wad yoo can ask suqi ...
but really sorry ...
if yoo know i wont be your fren and i also dont have the face to meet or see yoo ...
really very sorry !~

I ALREADY SAY IS MY FCKIN WRONG LERHHX WAD THE FCK YOO STILL WAN !
YOO WAN I JUMP DOWN THEN HAPPY ARHHX !~
THAN ALREADY DO LERHHX WAD YOO STILL WAN ME TO DO !~

2009-09-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

SIAN !~

haas ... today my block downstairs got song ka .. then they chu sua damn noisy .. but bobian ...

than kena chao xing ... call hubby . he wake lerhhx , bathed , eat then come my house downstairs

wait for me ... and when we on the way go vista buy TOILET ROLLS -.- my mum told me do so -.- and saw donald and andy .. slacked awhile , and we went to buy things andy and donald go eat and meet waikit .. after that hubby bring me home ... and he went back yishun meet his mum ..

so bored today !!~ -.-

p/s : love hubby !~ he done so much things for me ...

lols . yesterday sprain my leg then he was with his god mum ...

then i keep shouting while c.a pushin my leg ...

lol . and he cabbed down just to send me home ... SO SWEET LARHHX !~

LOVE HIM LOADS !!~ misses him so much !~

2009-08-29T01:26:00.004+08:00

baby; yoo're mine !

LOVE SPONGEBOB !

JIAOBIN !

NEH NI NEH NI POO POO !!~

MUACKX !

DONT SAD ! GOT JIAOBIN HERE !

310509 ; 4.46 ((: MUACKX

HUBBY; ILOVEYOO <3

lols .

sorry for not postin my blog this few weeks .

is really damn suay this few days ...

maybe kena expel from school bahhx ...

damn SIAN !~~

fck up larhhx ..

and got some family problems ...

really fckin stress !!~

maybe kena probation or girls home -.-

fuck larhhx !!~

2009-07-21T03:00:00.002+08:00

FUCK !!~
WHAT THE FUCK I"M DOIN AND THINKIN !!!!!~
i'm really totally lost ....
i'm really goin crazy lerhhx !!!!!
god !!! why wan to treat me in this kind of cruel life ....
i'm really dont know what the hell i'm thinkin !!!
i really feel lyk dyin !!!~
i rather run away from the facts then hurt from the facts !!!
it's really bloody hurtin !!!
please guys & girls !!!! please cherish what yoo havin now !!
or yoo'll regret .... not every one is the same .. & please fuckin stop hurtin ppl !!!!!!
i'm sayin the facts now !!!!
it's really hurt alot when yoo really in love with your really loves one !

2009-07-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

sigh ....
jus end work .. have a nice bath ...
hmm ... goin sleep soon after watchin zhong ji 3an guo ...
today actually start work at 4 end at 9 ...
but i thought they was waitin for tong tong end work too ...
so we work till nearly 11 ...
and today while workin i hurt myself ... but i don't dare to tell baby ...
i scared he will ask me to quit this work again ....
i really want to work for my family ....
i know i'm still schoolin ...
but at least i can help my family with thier money prob ....
baby ...
i'm sorry i let yoo wait for 2 hours ....

and baby ... if got any thing yoo must tell me ... dont everything to yourself or tell others than tell me ...
dont keep to yourself ...
i'm your gf ... anything can tell me derhhx ...and pls ... dont angry with her ... we already promise we wont do it again lerhhx ...
why still wan to angry ... work is i also want derhhx ... not everything is her fault ... baby ...
give me face can mahhx ...
she's my sister you're my boyfren lehhx ... wad to do ??????
and got any probs ...
must really tell me kay ?(:

2009-07-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

WTF !~ HOW AM I GONNA CHANGE !!~
wtf !
how am i gonna change ?!!?!?
i almost make around me familys , frens are worry about me ..
why everytime when i wanna change ... i will keep givin ppl attitude ?
why i can't change my own fuckin attitude ?
why i jus can't work ?!?!
why everyting that i do are been control ????!
i told yoo before about my family problem ....
i jus wish to earn money to give my parents spend ...
i know will tired ...
i know yoo will worry ... pls ...
i keep on sayin to every one that i've grown up ... please let me take care myself ...
let me time to cool down .....
jie ... i not don't wanna listen to yoo ... is that ....
i don't know wad i'm thinkin ...
i also want to change .... but i really dont know how the fck to change ....
i also wan to be a better person ... i also need time ....
really ....
A ND i don't even know how to change myself ... let me time thing ...
i need to cool down alone ... please ...
and kokpin meet me at night not because wad thing ...
is because he from morning 7 go work till 5.30 .... thats why will meet me late ...
i really dont wan yoo every time when yoo beat me after that call my fren or bf ...
is really NON OF THEIR BUSSINESS .... EVERYTHING CAUSES OF ME ...
and bi ...
i really wish to work ... i really wish my first pay is given to my family ...
i never do anything for this family before ...
i only gives unhappiness ...
so much ppl hate me ...
i really wish to give them my first pay ....
i dont wish to stay at this family cause i keep bringin those unhappiness to this family ....
if i'm not here there are more happiness ...
maybe i should leave ?
i really dont know wad to do ....
i'll try to change ...
i will really try .....

2009-07-05T12:58:00.004+08:00

5 july o9 , o1:14pm

haas ... i'm havin great fun this few days with suqi , baby , valencia , cheryl , nicholas , weisheng , donkey , kappo ..... haas ... i love them larhhx ...
yesterday jus havin bbq with them (:
very stupid larhhx ...
valencia and cheryl keep puttin the magerine on those food ... until very oily ..
then me and valencia disturb cheryl by bbq the mashmallow with magerine ...
LOL !~ damn stupid larhhx ... cheryl still eat finish 2 sia !!! i eat one small mouth i already wanted to vomit lerhhx sia ....
haas .... then after tat we went home then baby , donkey , ah kuang go kappo house ton ... and play gay party ... haas !!!!
ILOVETHEM LARHHX !!~

BABY !~ i really feel very happy with yoo this few days after we talk face to face (:
baby ... i feel that every hour or min is lyk been passin so fast when i with yoo (:
i really love yoo alot larhhx ((:
and don't buwiie me hohhx !!! haas ...
ILOVEYOO (((:

29/06/o9

guess this is who ??? a)suqi b)valencia c)cheryl d)michelle

2009-06-28T03:26:00.002+08:00

Aha aha ~
Guess who i am ?
Lailai ! Guess yi xia . won't die !
Aha aha ((:
Here helping her post blog ,
yet yet , she betray me !
By huggin another persong !
T.T
Haha.
Cause she was cold den need hughug .
haha . i'm cold too
But , anyway , i'm here to help her update.
Continue to tag but not rubbish or craps lyk wad i did.
Haha .
must tag a formal de for her .
LOL.thats all barhhx .
BYE BYE BYE ((:
Lastly , guess for it ((:
probably , no one will be guessing .
nbm,i'll reveal my identity at th next post !
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE ((:

2009-06-17T06:30:00.002+08:00

6:48 a.m 17 June o9
WTF !!~
i jus now before when in my room ,
i check my dog(mei mei ) cage is lock tightly ...
but suddenly when i come in my room ..
for few mins ... i heard my dog run out from cage sound ..
and hear her bell from her collar keep on ringin ringin ...
and heard her footsteps ... cause her nails was long ...
then after that she keep on scratchin my door .. i was damn scared sia ..
so i told my gan di (samuel ) he was still online ...
i told hym about all this tings ...cause 2 years ago i was in sec1 ..
in our chinese seven month ... while my bro is bathin in the kitchen toilet ..
my dog (Baby) was keep on barkin at th balcony ... so my bro shouted ' michelle ,
baby barkin wad ' so i went to the kitchen and check .. i saw to black figure ...
but can see there is one boy and one girl .... and after few days i dream i was in the toilet .
bathin ... then i look up to the two window .. i saw one couple paper dolls ...
and so i told my mum .. so last year .. chinese new year ...
we invited lion dance to our house ...
that's why i will scared that my house came out the 'things' again ...
then after that .. i call baby .. he ans the call ... he say why still dont wanna sleep ..
i say i was scared ... then i was urgent to go toilet ..-.-
then he keep on askin me to go out ... then i say but i scared ..
he very act cute lorhhx ... he say wad if i straight away run go out is the thing scared .
not i'm the one who scared ...-.- than after that i say never mind larhhx yoo go sleep ...
he say wad yoo so scared how to sleep ... dont ren zu jus go out nia ...
then i say never mind larhhx .. not urgent liao .. that's why he go sleep derhhx .
wad the fck lorhhx .
i'm bloody cryin lorhhx ...
than after that ... i call my dad ..-.-
he was sleepin in his room ... and he pick up ..
i ask hym to check see whether my dog ( meimei ) is in her own cage mahx ...
than he go check he say ya .. he say come out larhhx ...
then i say okok bye bye ... then i went to my kitchen she was inside her own cage lookin
at us .... then i faster go in the toilet and when i'm out .. i faster off th lights and run inside my
room ... WAD THE FCK LORHHX ! was really damn scary and i heard someting weird lorhhx ....

i will end here lerhhx bahhx ... i havin counsellin later on .. i still have sleep ....
good nights (:

2009-06-13T01:30:00.002+08:00

siian ! mr. froggy has go in the army lerhhx .
wakaka !! see a real froggy without hair !!! wakaka
sian ... today nothin to post out ..
bye ((((:

SCAMMER !!!!
PLEASE SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH !!!
ADN GET LOST IF YOO HATE ME !!!~
KANINAH !!~ BLOODY PUBOR ~~~
YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIE MY MUM STILL HAVEN DIE ARHHX !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KANINAH !

sigh....

2009-06-03T14:43:00.002+08:00

i'm the one who causes everyting ....
i jus saw donkey blog ...
i dont know he gettin so much hurt for i bring hg and sq in ...
at first ... ab and sq .. ab hurt her so much ... and after that they break ..
ws jio sq .. sq hurt ws .. patch wif ab ...
it's all because of me !!!
if i didn;t bring them in it won't gettin so much hurt for every ppl ...
and now donkey and hg ...
hg hurt hym so much ...
wad am i goin to do man!!!
i was jus fckin hate myself for bringing them in .... !!!!

2009-06-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

Taken from valencia . ;D
please do cherish wad yoo have now (:
Read it? (:

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs.Dew opened the door and I said to her,Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head.Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up the stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wretched heart.The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, etc. All these create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

2009-06-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABY !!~ SWEET SEVENTEEN ((:
ILOVEYOO!~ ;D yesterday is baby birthday ... yesterday got me , suqi , hweegeok , valencia , ahbao , donkey , kappo , ah kuang , yi liang , wei sheng , jason and ah wei(thier fren) ....
we go lower seletar ... they play the cake till siao !!~ all kena expect for yi liang and ah kuang and jason and ah wei ... kappo and donkey kena the hair and face and shirt ... damn funny larhhx .. my pic i didn't smile cause i was too tired ... i sleep 4 hour and 3o min in 2 day nia ....
wtf ... so i will end here ((:

2009-05-31T12:14:00.000+08:00

MISS.MICHELLELIM((:

BLEHHS((: DON'T MIND BE MY LOVER?x33

MY BEST SISTERS !!~ THEY ALWAYS THER FOR ME((:

TWIST !!~ I'M JUS A RETARD !~

MY RETARDED LOVE IS WAITIN!!~x33

sorwiie ... didn't post up this few days (((: haas !! today jus back from kappo house ...

yesterday ton at his house ... got biibii , ahbao, kappo, bernard, ahkuang, junle and me (:

jus went back home siol .... and today is my ah ma birthday !!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA !!!

I'LL LOVE YOO !!! SWEET SEVENTEEN ((: and later i goin interview work and after tat find my ah ma lerhhx then go my jie chalet .... siian .... later not meetin bibi ...wakaka((:

iloveyoo (:

31o5o9x33

4.45a.m

2009-05-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

sigh ...
today stay at home the whole days ....
sorry that i didn't update this few days .. cause i've been keep on goin out ..
now i realise i never stay at home at all this few days and spent time with my family ...
hais ...
mum and dad .. i'm sorry i keep on goin out and don't even care about both of yoo ...

sigh .. yesterday suqi and ahbao patch i didn't even know ...
and weishen was damn sad ....
he msg me and say 'why ahbao patch with suqi nobody tell me de .
chee bye ! yoo all really steady ! and thanks for suqi !
say no feeling to ah bao how come still together . all joker !'
and i say .. i dont know any thing at all ... i don't even know that they patched !
why every thing blame it on me !
hais ... then he said ' hai . forget it every body all say dont know !
only i know . forget it ! sorry ar disturb yoo . '
wth lorhhx ! also not even my fault is suqi choice not me why should i bear all
this blame down !!!
then i say .. how he know derhhx , who tell hym derhhx . he say ' no body i see from my eye !
then i say see at wher ...
he said 'i see from my own eye they are patch . they long ago they already wanna
to patch ! at lower seletar time already can see liao le . only i keep on been fool only !

hais .... sorry weishen ... i really dont know anything about it ....
not i dont wanna help yoo ... even though i help yoo is only see suqi choice nia ...
i really dont wish to see even fren also cant be ... wish yoo understand bahhx ...

FINALLY .....!!!

2009-05-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

finally i think i've got th bloody ans from th mo mo ren lerhhx .....
wish he could find a nice girl ...
and i've a good things to tell ....
i've let hym go lerhhx ...
i wont fuckin think about hym anymore ...
he make me hurt so long ..
and make me wait for a long tym since i've been with hym ...
and keep on gettin hurt ....
he control me lyk fck ... and keep on using break for th last word we quarrelled ....
but we didn't ....cause i've been givin so much and he is still pushin me backwards ....
wish tat he will fckin change everything ....
i wont even think about hym anymore .... jus hope tat all memories will fly off my mind ...
i really love hym alot ... but wad was th thing i get back is jus HURT !!!
i will jus continue my life ....
he is goin army soon ....
on 11 september .... wish he would find a girl who will wait for hym out from army ...
and i wont ask for patch anymore .....

and lastly ........
i wan to thanks my sister and my frens who keep concern and take care me this few months ...

i really dont know why this few days cant sleep and cant eat .... i really dont know why ...
my body feel very uneasy ....but .... i know i was keep on thinkin hym ... tats why i smoke so much this few days .... but ...
now i'm change .... change to last tym derhhx michelle lerhhx ...
i will be my ownself startin from now onwards ((((:

2009-05-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

haiis .
2 more days waitin for the answer ...
i really wish the answer is yes ..
i really wanna patch with him ...
i need hym in my life ...
this month is our 6th month ..
i really wish we can celebrate ...

bibix33 ....
please give me another chance ...
i really wanna be with yoo .
i really misses yoo alot ...
please ...
let me wait for yoo come out from army ...
i can wait ...
how long also can wait ...
because i really love yoo .
i willin to change for yoo ...
please dont like this ...
let me once again be together with yoo .....

iloveyoo ...
bibix33 ...
let me once again be with yoo again ,
let me wait for yoo ...
let me hug yoo again ...
MLSQ x33 GCLH !!!!
2211o8 !!! 4.4o.41 a.m !

2009-05-04T03:33:00.000+08:00

will we back like last time ?
i really wish to be with yoo forever ...
those days bein with yoo really very happy ..
i misses those days being with yoo .
i give yoo time to think and cool down ..
i give yoo time till 10 may ..
i really wish by tat time yoo will say yes .
i really wish to hear this words out from your mouth .
i really love yoo alot ..
i miss yoo alot ...
i really can't forget yoo from my birthday that day till now .
i really don't know i show so much attitude that make yoo dislike ...
baby ...
i really love yoo alot ..
please don't leave me here .
i really willing to wait for yoo ...
i really willing to wait for yoo come out from army ...
i will continue wait for yoo till the day i've die ...
even i'm dead i will still continue waiting .
hubby !!!!!! ILOVEYOO !!!
I REALLY DO !!!
I MISS YOO !!!
2211o8 !!! THE SWEETEST MEMORIES !!
WISH IT WILL BE BACK !!! 4.4o.41a.m !!~

2009-04-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

i love yoo . is this suppose to be ?
will we be back , i miss the days being .
its had really totally changed my life without yoo .
what i had done , its already done .
i'm waiting .
waiting, waiting, waiting
i really don't know what can i do .
i don't want to lose yoo .
but what can i do .
should i just leave yoo alone .
should i just simply just get out of your life .
bibi will yoo be back ?
i miss yoo
i really wish that we can patch back .
and start a new life .
i really love yoo alot .
in this 11 days i miss yoo alot and wishin to be back like last tym .
i really love yoo .
my love for yoo never ever change .
i really wish that we can be back like last time .
all the memories ..
i will never forget .
and i will not forget what yoo do for me .

ILOVEYOO♥♥♥
OUR PAST 2211o8 ♥♥♥
WISH THAT IT'LL BE BACK♥♥♥

2009-04-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

hais ..
we broke up on my birthday ...
i dont know wad he wan ..
i ask hym come to my bbq he say see first .
but at last i call hym .
he say wad playin bunk ...
and i cry ..
then i ask for break because he treat me very cold .
i also dont know why ?!?!
i was keep on cryin this few days .
my dad yesterday dont let me go out i was cryin lyk fck !!!~
i was keep on usin my head bangin the wall .
i was really shag .
i damn love hym !
i cant let hym go !
i need hym in my life !~
he's my everyting !!!!!
i very miss hym .
my hand is waitin hym to hold .
my body is waitin for hym to hug .
my heart is waitin hym to love it again !
i really need hym in my life !
i really really love hym .
i miss his hugs and kisses .
i need hym .
i need his love .
i wan to patch and he say dont .
he say he decided to let go of me .
wad i do !!!!!!
i do nth and he lyk tat .
i really very miss hym !
i dont even feel lyk goin his house take my tings .
i still pack his room properly .
and i even take care of hym .
and he do this to me .
bibi .
i really very love yoo .
please come back .
i need yoo in my life !
i wan yoo in my life !
i wan to be with yoo till the end of my life !
iloveyoo hubby !~
3 more days goin our 5 month . please give me an answer before tat day .
please . i really wan to be with yoo !~

2009-03-26T15:07:00.000+08:00

haiis .
this few days dont know wad happen ...
my boyfriend say he feel tat i hack care hym lerhhx .
i need to care about so many tings .
he wan me care hym much too .
i last tym is haven school reopen lehhx .
now school reopen lerhhx .
he wan me wad to do ...
yesterday he mornin call me
i in side the class .
he wan me how to go pick up his call .
then i kupp lorhhx .
then he keep callin and callin ...
then he say wad why kupp his phone .
i say i in class how to pick up .
he wan me study well .
he still keep contact me when i'm in school .
and now today he say wan break cause he feel tat i'm not lyk last tym lyk tat care hym lerhhx .
he wan me care for hym
i still need to care for my family and school and HYM !
im not a robot can control so many tings lehhx .
he wan me care about hym also need limit derhhx mahhx .
every tings need limit derhhx .
i already do my veriie best to go carre and spend more tym about hym lerhhx lehhx .
wad he wan somemore ?!?!
after his accident .
i stay at his house to take care hym lerhhx lehhx .
and i never sleep dao lehhx .
i midnight still need wake hym up to ask hym eat medi lehhx .
and he say cold i off the fan then after tat he sweat i help hym wipe his body .
then i on the fan again ..
im doin mmy veriie best to do wad he wan me too lerhhx .
i really dont know now wad he wan more .
why cant jus one day dont quarrel lehhx .
if he really feels tat im not concern and care about hym .
i've nth much to say ..
i jus wish tat he would understand me more .
he everytym ask me understand hym .
but he got understand me dao mahhx .
if i really dont concern and care about hym i still do so much ting for hym for ?
haiis .
i really dont know larhhx .
bye .

2211o8♥♥♥
4.41.4oa.m♥♥♥

2009-03-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

SIIAN..
yester is the worst day i've ever had !!!!
yesterday , my boyfren call me keep findin ttings to quarrel wid me ...
dont know wad happen too hym yesterday ..
hais .
then at last he 6 plus cai meet me ...
then we jus keep walkin around woodland ...
then he keep dulan some ting ..
then at ther kp say wad i can understand hym mahhx !
please lorhhx !
i got understand hym but he got understand me mahhx !
damn fck up lorhhx !
somemore my mum yesterday dont know crazy wad ting !
kaninah !
some more my boyfren every month of 22 wanna quarrel dont know wad !!!
ccb !
damn miserable yesterday larhhx !!
4th month !! i tink should be mieserable day bahhx !
FCKEDD UPPED LARHHX MY LIFE !!~

2009-03-18T05:27:00.000+08:00

LOLS !
sorwiie neve post up my blog !~~
cause i forgot my password lols .
now found !!
SIIAN!
this few days very busy !
need take care of my stead !!
cause he sunday morning around 3 plus have a car accident .
haiis .
he keep makin me worry !
his left ear stich 20 plus ...
than his right eye got bruise ...
and his right leg his thigh pain and his left leg near ankle ther pain also ...
HAIIA !!~
im damn worry about hym sia !~
this week sunday is our 4 month lerhhx !!
veriie fast hohhx !!
he june lyk tat go in army lerhhx !
so now i must every sec with hym !!
haas .hmm .
dont know wad to say lerhhx lehhx ....
hmm .
i wish my boyfren can get well soon ((:

2211o8x33

MISS . MichelleLimShiQi

x33x33

MR . GaryChuaLeeHeng
=]]

2009-01-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

siian ..!
today me and bibi 2nd annivesary !!
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVASARY BIBIX33 !!~
but today stay at his house ...
cause he tired so he keep sleepin and i keep on watchin tv -.-
at last he wake le .
he say wad dont wan go shoppin le ..
BORED !!!~
tml he goin gentin le !!!~
jus now i go hme around 8+ .
siian .. and now he sleepin ..
btw tml i got chushi so i goin sleep soon . =)
aniiway i never get anii present but as long as i wid my bibi can le ! =)
bibi I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!~

2009-01-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

haiis ...
BORED !!~
now my house got , my stead , my jie , my jie stead , james , my brother and my mum .
HAAS .>< color="#ff0000">HAPPY tat my dad is not around !!!
we got so much freedom !!!
haas . but still miss hym larhhx !~ ><
lols .. now they playin mahjong and ps me !!
my mum watchin tv and my bro sleepin ..
SIIAN !!~
and im usin com ! OF COURSE ...-.-
lols . jus now my jie and her stead and james cookin in the kitchen ..
james cookin nurgets and fries with my stead ..
my jie and her stead cookin chicken chop and the gravi ..
SIIAN !!! its nice but jus now no appetite ..
hais .
4 more days my stead goin gentin le !!
I MISS HYM LOTS LARHHX !!!♥♥♥

♥2211o8

FCKED UPPED !

2009-01-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

hehes .
today meet bibi at his hse .
he keep on bully me !!
lols . he ask me cook ting for hym eat .
then i wan watch tv he keep on askin me to sleep !
wth !! BULLY ! next tym i comfirm bully hym back de ! xp
lols . haiis ... dont know tml can meet hym again mahhx .
now at 768 lan ....
he ask me be home at 10 !!!
siian !!! he go his aunty hse eat renion dinner ....
siian !! he early celebrate cause he goin malaysia !!!!!!
siian !!!
BORED LARHHX !!!

saddiies part !!

haiis .bibi ask me before 10 reach home but i keep waitin for my fren !!!
to pei me hme ...SIAN !!
at last 11.05 reach hme bath then i realise my phone no bat ...
then i saw two missed call from bibi and 1 msg .
when i readin the msg i feel very fcked up for myself lorhhx !
why dont wan early early go hme .. !
he msg me says 'if i call one more tym you never pick we break '
WTF LORHHX !~
HAIIS !!!
then at last i call hym he say wad prove hym tat i at hme .
i pass my mum my phone let them talk lorhhx .
then after tat i answer the phone he say wad , he dont wanna talk so much
and say wad he dont wan later talk liao quarrel again ...
HAIS !! dont know wad to do le lorhhx !
bored & feel so FCKED UPPED !!!!!!
no mood le larhhx !
buaiix !

2009-01-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

hi (:
this is my first post in this blog ..
and i was suspend from school .
siian !
dad and mum dont let me go out -.-
i wan to meet my stead !!!!!!
but no choice cant go out ..
school suspend me from 15 of january till 30 of january !
WTH !! and my parents dont let me go out until 30 of january !
how i celebrate 2nd month wid my stead sia !!
im DAMN dulan lorhhx !
yesterday they conviscate my phone and i at ther keep kpkb them say i wan my phone back .
LOL ! no choice mahhx .
if not how i msg and call my stead , also dont have house phone then bobian need to kp them lorhhx .
ok larhhx !
now i gtg le cause watchin tv (:

never meet bibi for 2 days le D;