Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ♥
FUCK !!~
WHAT THE FUCK I"M DOIN AND THINKIN !!!!!~
i'm really totally lost ....
i'm really goin crazy lerhhx !!!!!
god !!! why wan to treat me in this kind of cruel life ....
i'm really dont know what the hell i'm thinkin !!!
i really feel lyk dyin !!!~
i rather run away from the facts then hurt from the facts !!!
it's really bloody hurtin !!!
please guys & girls !!!! please cherish what yoo havin now !!
or yoo'll regret .... not every one is the same .. & please fuckin stop hurtin ppl !!!!!!
i'm sayin the facts now !!!!
it's really hurt alot when yoo really in love with your really loves one !
♥ ILOVEYOO & I JUS WANNA BE WITH YOO =D
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Friday, July 10, 2009 ♥
sigh ....
jus end work .. have a nice bath ...
hmm ... goin sleep soon after watchin zhong ji 3an guo ...
today actually start work at 4 end at 9 ...
but i thought they was waitin for tong tong end work too ...
so we work till nearly 11 ...
and today while workin i hurt myself ... but i don't dare to tell baby ...
i scared he will ask me to quit this work again ....
i really want to work for my family ....
i know i'm still schoolin ...
but at least i can help my family with thier money prob ....
baby ...
i'm sorry i let yoo wait for 2 hours ....
and baby ... if got any thing yoo must tell me ... dont everything to yourself or tell others than tell me ...
dont keep to yourself ...
i'm your gf ... anything can tell me derhhx ...and pls ... dont angry with her ... we already promise we wont do it again lerhhx ...
why still wan to angry ... work is i also want derhhx ... not everything is her fault ... baby ...
give me face can mahhx ...
she's my sister you're my boyfren lehhx ... wad to do ??????
and got any probs ...
must really tell me kay ?(:
♥ ILOVEYOO & I JUS WANNA BE WITH YOO =D
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009 ♥
WTF !~ HOW AM I GONNA CHANGE !!~
wtf !
how am i gonna change ?!!?!?
i almost make around me familys , frens are worry about me ..
why everytime when i wanna change ... i will keep givin ppl attitude ?
why i can't change my own fuckin attitude ?
why i jus can't work ?!?!
why everyting that i do are been control ????!
i told yoo before about my family problem ....
i jus wish to earn money to give my parents spend ...
i know will tired ...
i know yoo will worry ... pls ...
i keep on sayin to every one that i've grown up ... please let me take care myself ...
let me time to cool down .....
jie ... i not don't wanna listen to yoo ... is that ....
i don't know wad i'm thinkin ...
i also want to change .... but i really dont know how the fck to change ....
i also wan to be a better person ... i also need time ....
really ....
A ND i don't even know how to change myself ... let me time thing ...
i need to cool down alone ... please ...
and kokpin meet me at night not because wad thing ...
is because he from morning 7 go work till 5.30 .... thats why will meet me late ...
i really dont wan yoo every time when yoo beat me after that call my fren or bf ...
is really NON OF THEIR BUSSINESS .... EVERYTHING CAUSES OF ME ...
and bi ...
i really wish to work ... i really wish my first pay is given to my family ...
i never do anything for this family before ...
i only gives unhappiness ...
so much ppl hate me ...
i really wish to give them my first pay ....
i dont wish to stay at this family cause i keep bringin those unhappiness to this family ....
if i'm not here there are more happiness ...
maybe i should leave ?
i really dont know wad to do ....
i'll try to change ...
i will really try .....
♥ ILOVEYOO & I JUS WANNA BE WITH YOO =D
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Sunday, July 5, 2009 ♥
5 july o9 , o1:14pm
haas ... i'm havin great fun this few days with suqi , baby , valencia , cheryl , nicholas , weisheng , donkey , kappo ..... haas ... i love them larhhx ...
yesterday jus havin bbq with them (:
very stupid larhhx ...
valencia and cheryl keep puttin the magerine on those food ... until very oily ..
then me and valencia disturb cheryl by bbq the mashmallow with magerine ...
LOL !~ damn stupid larhhx ... cheryl still eat finish 2 sia !!! i eat one small mouth i already wanted to vomit lerhhx sia ....
haas .... then after tat we went home then baby , donkey , ah kuang go kappo house ton ... and play gay party ... haas !!!!
ILOVETHEM LARHHX !!~
BABY !~ i really feel very happy with yoo this few days after we talk face to face (:
baby ... i feel that every hour or min is lyk been passin so fast when i with yoo (:
i really love yoo alot larhhx ((:
and don't buwiie me hohhx !!! haas ...
ILOVEYOO (((:
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♥ ILOVEYOO & I JUS WANNA BE WITH YOO =D
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